Just Some Beautiful Desserts

They're all so freakin' tempting. I just wanna make some of these.

Cakes In Jars

Ombre Cake

Excuse Me

Assalamualaikum.

Hello readers.

Hope you're doin good :)

So..

I just graduated.

My friends byk yg dah dapat kerja.

Ada yg belum.

But I believed they already sent resumes to all sort of places.

Went to interviews and everything,

But, not me.

Sekeping resume pun belum hantar lg.

Believe it or not, resume pun belum buat lagi.

LMFAO

Teruk.

The thing is..

I just got a lot of things in mind.

I have a lot of things that I wanna do during my studies but I could not even manage to do it because of well, studies.

I'm no superwoman, I'm not efficient in doing a lot of things at the same time.

So, right now I'm taking my own sweet time to do everything that I wanted to do before this. I have planned something big for myself, and I'm on quest to make it successful. Besides this so-called 'big project', I'm also spending my days learning to cook again. I mean, not that I'm a dumbdumb on that. I just need to be really prepared in case tetiba kawen awal. LOL. To top it off, house chores kept me busy. Sometimes, I do feel like a housewife already :')

And.. I don't know man.

I feel like I'm quite a mess right now.

I mean, kalau dah kerja, together with all this...things, I'll be one mood swing crazy girl.

To make it short, I'm trying to find myself right now.

Who's elani? How is she?What she's doin rite now? How is she using her 24hours every single day? Had she perform her solah? Does she remember The One that created her at all time? Is she in good shape? What she's eating everyday? Has she exercised?  Is she a good daughter? Is she qualified to be a daughter in law to someone? How's her confidence level? She has a Bachelor in Photography, where to next?? Does she has what it takes? To be a good daughter, a sister,  a friend, an employer, a true Muslimah? Where are you standing rite now? Who are you, exactly?

I need to be physically, mentally prepared.

And this might take awhile.

Excuse me.

p/s: To all my batch mates, yg dah employed, Congratulations! :) Yg belum, keep on berusaha dan berdoa.

Remember everything we've been through. We're one hell of a batch you know :') I Love You.

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The results of my 'productive' weekend. Buat 'kajian' on recipes and come out with these two desserts. caramel pudding and steamed moist chocolate cake. Sounds cliche, simple and easy, but finding that PERFECT recipe for your taste buds need a lil homework I tell you. Mummy and daddy (gedix chu olss) always said that my cakes or whatsoever desserts I made were a bit too sweet for them. Memang selalu cenggitu cedih kitew. After browsing some recipes in the internet, buat muka tebal mintak recipe kat orang lain, I did some improvisation myself, and tadaaa... Loving it.

 

P/S: For recipes, inbox me. lol, bajet power.

Bye, report writing tak siap lagi.

six inside four

The most embarrassing thing you can do is bursting into tears in front of the class.

the waiting game

Still worrying,
So lets have choc chip banana pancakes for lunch.

still lmfao

So I grab my car keys and munch some cookies,
putting on my most senior face ever,
(which is not convincing at all)
and head to class.
"Hi, Elani.Part 6."
OMG. Still sounds so weird.
Bye.

Before It's Too Late

Jika kita menyatakan kita kena tunggu sehingga dah benar-benar baik dan bersedia baru kita mahu menutup aurat, maka adakah umur kita sepanjang itu untuk sampai ke detik itu?
Jika kita dimatikan Allah bagaimana?

:'(

Before It's Too Late, girls.
Lets change.

That Weekend

Semester break just started, and almost over. I've spent my days with well, quite busy stuffs at home; no need to explain. So, I had a great weekend. Spent my time with my close friends. Just some random teenage hangout which maybe well, just plain normal for most of you guys. Watched Chronicles, window shopping. yeaah, WINDOW. And filled up our time food testing, It's like our LETS-GET-FAT-WHO-CARES-WHAT-WILL-HAPPEN-NEXT day :')

Bubbye Nadira. Have a safe journey back to Melbourne.