This is one of my first entry in this blogging world. And i put it on Myspace! haha. Baca balik cam geli pun ada. But most of all, rindu (lihat tajuk) :) Alrity, here you go. Bacalah nukilan seorang budak comel pada satu ketika dahulu :-
SAYA RASA MACAM SYURGA DEKAT UITM SERI ISKANDAR APABILA ...
tengah penat-penat bejalan dahaga bagai nak mati,tiba2 kawan bagi air buah tembikai uptown yang penuh dengan ais.
tengah lapar gila bapak dalam kelas,tibe-tibe habes klas tanpe disedari.lalu trus pergi makan kueytiaw sup dengan cili padi potong2 dekat uptown(yea hidop uptown jom jom mengkayakan pakcik mash potato dgn pakcik aiskrim comel)
tengah jalan-jalan dekat pasar malam pada hari slase,boleh maen mata dgn laki2 kacak dkt sri iskandar. haha
tengah malam waktu tgk movie,kebulor nya tuhan saja yang tahu,tibe-tibe ade akak ketuk pintu''assalamualaikum,nak sandwich?''
tgh haus kt dalam bilik dan sgt malas utk kuar, so korek la punya korek,punggah punya punggah,jumpa syiling cukup2 RM1.40 utk beli air tin dekat mesin which is also known as air ''GEDEGANG!''
tgh konon- konon nak diet la tak mo makan nasik, tibe2 pegi koperasi dahlia jumpa roti gardenia butterscotch. tuuuu dia gemok lagi ada la.
tgh2 takdak duit sangat-sangat yang teramat-amat tahap tepaksa mengemis kat d.m, tiba-tiba abah tepon ckp ''ha,ni duit da masok ni ha''
dah tengah-tengah malam,penat seharian ke sana ke mari,balik bilik,bukak contact lens.mmg gila terbaek dah tak ada beban dekat dlm mata.(erk,contact lens colourless sahaja btw,gue rabun daa)
tgh jalan penat-lelah bemandi peluh nak pegi kelas ctu bersama encik haji supani bin haji hussain pd pukul 2.15 petang, sampai2 ada aircond. owh terbaek sgt. tibe2 sejuk sgt, suro ttp plak,ngade2.
tgh test ath, cik wa kuar je kejap suume satu kelas tiru mentiru antare satu same laen. (heh,kalo korang bace ni, jgn dolak dalik cakap tak buat)
kul 12 tgh hari, balik dari kelas pegi bilik teros makan dan teros tido atas lantai bawah kipas.(tilam bwk turon bawah,RS takde mase nak naik punye)
tgh2 malam kul 12 lebeyh,nak balik bilik kat melati, tiba2 ade org teman. sapa?haaa tu kite tak tau.
tgh tgh budak foto xde assignment,suka joget-joget bila tgk budak fesyen,fine art,seramik dgn grafik buat drawing.hahahaha.kitorang boleh tido dgn nyenyak.
hahaha.xigt lah apa lg.nnt kalau igt nnt saya tambah la.ngantok da. ok lah bye-bye. tak sangke ade org bace blog apemende tah nie. time kaseh.awk la sahabat kareb saye. ok bye-bye lg skali.
Yes, I admit that I am aslow learner. And I can tell when some of those boys underestimate me. That's fine. Because I don't think I need to rush when I'm learning. Right? Go on,boys. Hoping that some day I'm gonna blow those minds away. Amin.. No hearts feeling. :)
Sangat teruja. Balik kampung di Kulim, Kedah jumpa novel Budak Setan 1 & Budak Setan 3. Demn!Budak Setan 2tak jumpa. Tak jumpa pun tapi dah teruja gila dah jumpa 2 jilid ni. Mana nak cari, tak dapat dah kat mane-mane bookstore!
Tgh baca Twenties girl, Sophie Kinsella stop kejap! Sanggup ni Kasyah punya pasal. Awesome. skrg Baru faham sikit-sikit cerita asal. Movie tak sama lgsung!Okay nak sambung baca balek. Toodles! :)
I always get a little carried away in my own world and my own fantasies. I take my own time and I do what I do my own way. Sometimes taking my own time is maybe just a bit too slow for other people and I'm sorry for that. I'm trying as hard as I can to satisfy everybody, to be a good daughter/sister and to be a good friend. I don't know if I've done a good job on it but I'll always try.
I have so many imperfection. I want to change. I want to drive again and knowing all the streets in K.L and around Selangor and everywhere. Like my friends, they're like some kind of GPS and I wish I'm capable to do the same thing. That way, I don't have to give so much burden to those who send and fetch me all the time. Actually, I do take public transports and walk a lot but still..I gotta overcome that fear. I want to take pictures again. What I meant by taking pictures again is I want to make art again. My kind of view. I used to be like so freakishly passionate in photography till it's all I talk about. I used to do a lot, critic a lot and finished hours and hours editing and browsing around Candid Syndrome or what not. Used to. Not that I don't do it at all nowadays, I do. But not OBSESSED like before. I wanted to be OBSESSED again. When I'm OBSESSED, I like what the results turn out to be. I don't know. Things just unlikely fall into places. I want to read novels again. Sophie Kinsella, Cecilia Ahern, The Little Black Dress. Gosh what's happening to me all this time, huh? I want to go visit the museum sometimes, and exhibitions, watch musicals and traditional dances. Ohh Gosh that's freakin awesome. 2008,Citrawarna Festival Kolej UiTM Perak. We won. Dancing to the mix of Malaysian famous tradisional song and wearing the coolest costume ever.
I want my online shopping store to be active again once more and make real hard cash. Ka-ching. From my own hardwork. And have those little cute business card to pass around to everyone. I want to be ingood shape, good health again. I want my skin to go back to normal again. I want to study abroad someday and Melbourne is in mind. All I can say is.. What the H had happened to me all this time? Seriously. I mean, like SERIOUSLY!Was I like too devastated about what had happened before or something?
See, flaws here and there :) C'mon Elani. Wake up call for like, the gazillionth time. I don't want to depend on anyone else but myself. I want to be all that I used to be, do what I used to do and want what I used to want.